End??

Hello there. Ehem. So, as you all know, 2011 will end soon and 2012 is approaching and so do school. School? Man, I'm not ready yet. I'm not ready to go to school. How I wish I can be like the guy in that picture, happy with a big smile. Somehow, that guy is pretty cute aite girls? Hahaha.

Yeah, just now, I've read a note from my bestie, Fatimah, such a nice note. It was incredibly awesome. I really appreciate that. But, I don't have a facebook account to reply to that note. I wish I can do something to reply that. I guess, I need to think more.

Ila, yes Ila. I miss her so much. Her cheerful character, with a big smile and always hugs me when I'm around. I just miss her so much. Starting from the day I become 13, we rarely keep in touch. Now that I have deleted my facebook account, things getting worse. I don't even greet her, although I have her phone number. I'm just shy, I don't know why. I just miss those moments when you around :')

Fatimah.... my truly bestie ever. Sorry for the misunderstand that we had last year. I didn't mean to hurt you. That night when I called you, I was so scared that you would yell at me and mad at me for what had happen. I'm just scared. I truly want our relationship to last forever, so I decided that night, I'll call you no matter what happen. At first you didn't answer my call, but, the second time I called, you finally picked up your phone. And we talked for hours. I am really really really miss those moments. Actually, I miss every moments when I'm with you, seriously :')

I am so ready to leave 2011, this year is a lunatic for me. Many things happen, and yeah.. Everything happens for some reasons. Not just ONE but many. I hope 2012 will be greater than 2011. And I just hope papa will approve my request to *. Hm.

For those who read this, I want to say, sorry for all my mistakes. I was too young to comprehend everything.

I've talk too much today. I'll update more soon. Bye. Goodnight. :*

Assalamualaikum.

p/s: I'm sorry for everything. Lets start over again :)